Ughs, I swear I'm losing it!! With everything going on $ wise, Tony not getting the guy to agree on $ for his new site that he's working on putting up etc. I'd fill requests for
but I'm sure that'd screw something up on it for sure. 😦 I swear I'm going to go crazy and I even screwed up today while playing poker. I thought that I had a certain hand but I had nothing so that proves right there that I am losing it. Everything's getting to me lately. I apologize to any makers that I requested from that were like “wtf why isn't she following the rules” because I swear to you, I READ them.
Sometimes with my LD's I get confused about those types of things. It's harder for me because everyone has their own rules (yes I do too) so it's harder for me to understand at times. But I do read the rules because I know it's important to do so for the maker. I'm a maker so I know how hard it is to not have someone follow their rules (but I still make for people that request from me not following the rules because I know it's hard to keep up with everyone doing their own thing). Especially if I know this person or that has a lot going on. No I don't write a lot of this stuff in LJ because frankly it's too personal but there's a lot going on right now that I don't discuss just like I'm sure not everyone here talks about everything either.
Well I'm off to play sims and relax. My head fuckin' hurts like hell 😦